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MY FINAL LAP
Reflections on Retirement
I am entering the final lap of my life. Like Canadian geese either flying north for the summer or south for the winter, suspended in air, it does not matter where my destination lies—only the flight itself.
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Nested
My own artwork of stained glass tulips and a riot of Fall colors. Just as I was grieving the view of Fall’s red leaves from my former duplex’s windows, outside my current front room windows a riot of color was developing. Walking through the house, I became deeply aware that my new residence was quickly becoming a cherished home, and I realized how happy I am to be living here. Joy has replaced apprehension; gratitude has overtaken loss. Stranded for five weeks in a neighbori

Patricia
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I Don't Live There Anymore
The backyard is flooded with sunlight and the rambunctious squeals of two small boys as they take turns on a slip-and-slide I’ve...

Patricia
Oct 52 min read
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Four Rescue Kitties
Four kitties, all black: one hard-of-hearing, another with only one eye, a skittish third with a damaged tail that forms a question mark...

Patricia
Sep 62 min read
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Almost There
It’s two weeks before moving day. After several months of sorting and packing I’m almost ready, almost there. In my 13 th year of...

Patricia
Aug 162 min read
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Gopher Wars
Battle lines have been drawn before in my backyard lawn. For the most part I have won by installing gopher discouraging, solar powered...

Patricia
Jun 252 min read
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Downside Up
In April my landlord informed me he was going to put the duplex I live in up for sale. Once sold, I will have 60 days to move out. I knew...

Patricia
May 243 min read
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Mistrial
Having never sat on a jury before, this was to be a novel experience for me. Not really wanting to serve but at the same time intrigued,...

Patricia
Mar 122 min read
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Daughterness
The woman my son’s married to is my daughter-in-law. I sometimes refer to her as my daughter-out-law because of her strong inclination...

Patricia
Feb 52 min read
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Bracing for 2025
I watched New York’s colorful, glittering ball drop on television, then brushed my teeth and went to bed around 10pm. My daughter and her...

Patricia
Jan 12 min read
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Skipping Down Staircases
There’s an old person living in my body. I noticed her a while ago but didn’t give her much thought. She felt familiar enough to be...

Patricia
Dec 8, 20242 min read
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Tiaras of Remembrances
My youngest grandsons are 13 and 17 years old. They have been a major part of my life since their first breaths, and regular overnighters...

Patricia
Nov 10, 20242 min read
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2 Days Before the Election
It’s just two days before the 2024 presidential election. The nation is sorely divided; many are anxious, frightened even, about the...

Patricia
Nov 3, 20242 min read
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White Dog and a Baby
In today’s world one can’t be too careful. Parents must deal with the possibility of a school shooter. Worshipers may wonder if there’s a...

Patricia
Sep 8, 20242 min read
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Camping Adventure
I’d been whining about our lack of family camping trips for a while. We used to go every Labor Day Weekend –my son and his family, my...

Patricia
Aug 13, 20242 min read
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It Finally Got Me
I knew it right away–the monstrous headache and nausea coupled with congestion and coughing. No ordinary cold or allergies, I quicky...

Patricia
Jun 25, 20242 min read
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Acceptance Isn’t Always an Embrace
I only just caught my breath from the new year’s arrival and it’s already quickly reaching the halfway mark. Is time speeding up while...

Patricia
May 26, 20242 min read
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Ruminations
As I think about my life, I realize I’m like a great many other people. Life is not simple and it’s not complicated; it’s both. A lot of...

Patricia
Apr 20, 20242 min read
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113th Birthday
Today is my mother’s birthday; she would be 113. She died of an aortic aneurysm that burst in her 83rd year.  She smoked numerous...

Patricia
Feb 23, 20242 min read
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Memories—Guarded Citadels of Self-Identity
It’s taken me eight decades to finally absorb a basic truth: pain creates its own memories. Apart from logic, immune from rationality,...

Patricia
Jan 5, 20244 min read
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Infinity & Me
It’s December and I’m turning 80 . . . The number 80 contains the infinity sign tipped upright –and a zero because nothing can be added...

Patricia
Dec 1, 20232 min read
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